Whenever, Wherever....I'll be there!!

Long time no post!!!

ummm lets see life....
>>still work at Hacienda and make lots of money...come see me!!
School is going good in its second semester....choir is getting old though!!!
I have a good story to tell though....

>so there is this girl i really really like but i haven't told her nor do i think she even knows that i like her....neways we hung out alot over christmas break...and the night before she left we kissed!! (amazing) Where did she leave too you ask? she is in the army and stationed in New York State, up north!!! OMG...my pick and time is unbelievable!!! Please shoot me!!!!!

School Started!!!

I DIDN'T GET TO SEE RHONDA!!!! My weekend sucked cause I didn't get to see Rhonda! Well it didn't suck that bad, but I really wanted to see Rhonda. I got my door fixed for those of you who care. But the trip up to see Rhonda played out differently then expected! We still left early in the morning on Friday and just drove up to Indy. Me and Grant alone in Indy was too crazy. See we make it to Indy and park in a garage and we walked to the Circle Center Mall downtown and hung out there for at least 6-7 hours. Then we went and found a Motel 6 and stayed the night. Then the next day Dru was supposed to meet us in Indy...well he didn't leave Eville until like 12pm, so me and Grant yet again hung out in the mall, we also played frisbee in the park downtown. That was cool! Finally we met Dru at a BP Gas Station. Then we followed him to his sisters house where we were staying sat. night at! So that evening we had beer, played poker and video games, and had a good old time! Then Sunday we woke up around 8:30 and we left for Greensburg for the SkyDiving place...(promo time) 1-800-SkyDive...Grant, Linds, Dru, and Cos jumped off the plane, I was an observer. But when they jumped off, the pilot was like doing flips and stuff and doing freefalls in the plane, it was totally awesome experience. Don't worry my time will come when I go sky diving too! So then we left from Greensburg and went straight home! It was a good experience all around for me and Grant, and trust me , we learned alot on this trip, if you want to know what I am talking about, cause you probly do, ask me, I might tell you! Maybe? I still miss Rhonda though!!!!

Ok, I saw Stacy the other day, boy did I miss her. She was always there for me when I needed her. She always new exactly how I was feeling and always told me the right things that made me feel better!
I am glad she is home now!! We shared pics and stories of our oversea journeys!! I also talked to an ex today online...she is in Spain...which is pretty cool too!! Doing some kinda study aboard credit hour thingy!!?! My parents wedding anniversary is coming up soon too! Thats exciting!! I am also going to see my baby girl Rhonda
I miss my rhondas soooo much!! I wish I could see her now!! I also miss my Rachel...where are you Rach??? Lets see, I need to get my car door fixed also...those of you who know the story can now laugh at me!! Hahahaha!!! >Stop< Anyways, thats pretty much it, I will update after the anniversary and trip to see Rhonda!! Untill then
>Keep them tucked< "Wallball"!

What up my friends? How is life? Good..good!
My life is good. Makin lots of money at Hacienda!
Got pulled over the other day...paying $100 for the
ticket. Lets see....I have no other life really...
I work and work and work...took chels to New Harmony
and we saw King Arthur. Good Movie! That day was fun!
Also saw the summer show...great job guys and girls, you
did an amazing job on the show! Elizabeth got a contract
at Disney World in Florida...dancing... Go you babe!!
What else do i know...nothing really, my life is really
boring and i am constantly working to keep myself from being
depressed and stuff... not that i am, just saying!! Going to
see Rhonda July 30-August 1! I can't wait to see my baby girl!!
Ummmmm....thats all for now...nothing really happening...

I got a job at Hacienda on Green River Rd. come visit me!!

"Hold UP, wait a minute, let me put some pimpin in it"
Oh Yeah!!! Lucas is on top again!! I love life. That stuff just didn't need to happen and its all over with! I am all good. I just wanted to let the world know!!!!!! I just decided that she needed a friend more than a upset EX!!! I am sooo good like that too! But that doesn't mean all you girls out there that think they can get away with stuff and think i will be your friends!! Hahaha, you will have to be someone very special to pull that off. Cause I only know of one person that did that, and i still look up to her... we are human we make mistakes...lets not worry about it and be friends and help eachother through our issues, problems, and fear! Thats what friends are for!! I have also decided i shall be that guy who makes this better. you know the one in the movie who makes the girl just fall in love with him and forget about the past!! and help her to move on!! That is me, i am gonna try really hard! doesn't mean i want her to forget about the past, just realize she can move on, thats all! wheater she moves on with me or with the past! Maybe it can still work between them, maybe not...either way i shall be there to help her through it all! Thats what i decided to do with this situation, and those of you who are mad at me cause i am not mad at her...shut up!!! Don't you have better things to do then to be in our business! I didn't think so, but you need to find something!! Neways to all my friends out there at Lincoln, send me emails when the shows are....def. want to come to them, me and my friend that is a girl will both come!! Plus I lov you guys and girls!!! so when you find youself hurt and in pain cause of someone you like, find out what the problem is and it just might be bigger than the relationship itself and become friends and help her/him! Thats my fortune cookie statement for the day!!
>>much love chels<<

Well, well, well....... as soon as I get a little happiness, it is takin away like my first bike when I got a C in my 7th grade math class. I just can't seem to be happy. My heart is so weak that I have a hard problem wanting to live. Now for those who are freakin out right now, don't worry about it, I am not going to take my life or nething...its just really hard to understand why God must put me through the roughtest pain anyone could have. But I hold no grudges, and I care not what happens with the descions of those who are concerned. What I do know that I would still like to be good friends with both parties and put what we can behind us. I love all my friends...and I wish things would of happen different..but whats done is done...I love all my friends!
I am going to learn from this and try to be a better man, and ofcourse watch out for myself from now on! Keeping my heart on the shoulder instead of being behind the rib cage is no more!haha
>>Much Love Chels<<

Haven't posted in a while, I apologize for the long time of non-posting! Neways where do I begin??? Lets see, school is over and I did alright in grades. Lets see at the end of school I was still single. Then we had finals...whooohoo! (not!) Then me and Rachel went and saw Centrals play "Rumors". Then went to the cast party that night! I saw the most beautiful girl in the world there! Then school was over and we had a total of two days before the Chamber Choir of USI leave for Ireland for 9 days!!! We were all excited! We couldn't wait. That Friday before the weekend the drama dept. had a formal called DramProm. This is where I took my most beautiful girl in the world too and thats where we had our first kiss...it was magical...(boy that was gay)Neways, I had an amazing time with her. Finally the time came...we are going to Ireland!! Hell Ya!! Ireland was fucking amazing!! We had a 6 hour drive on a bus to Chicago. Then from there we had a 8 hour flight to Lemrick, Ireland. We landed in Lemrick and then drove to the hotel. We stayed 3 nights in Cork and we stayed at the Jury's Inn. That was a great time. We went to a pub the next night called -Oak Tree- That was an amazing time!! I love irish beer.
Then the next place we stayed in was Galway. We stayed in a place called a hostel which is sorta like a dorm like on a college campus. That was a major shopping area. Galway has the biggest memory stored for me! The last city is Lemrick. We stayed there one night and left the next morning. Neways when I got back to Evansville, that beautiful girl waited for my return...never had a girl (besides my mom) wait for me without just going out and meeting new guys! She promised she would and she did! Well on this last friday I took her to New Harmony for the old country houses and stuff. I think she really had fun. Thats when i asked her to be my g/f too!! haha (wow i am sooooooo gay)(i am an idiot)
Neways i hoped that updated all of you somewhat!! Much love to all

This weekend wasa funa!! I love getting drunk and partying/dancing my little heart out with some of the bestest friends i have ever had!! Thanks again for making feel loved and appreciated by everyone!!
Love you guys!!

Come see me at Steak n' Shake!!!
Oh yeah I love my friends!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

My weekend was cool!
Friday night i got to hang out with Elizabeth...(lol)...the love of my life
and also Ory and Mandy!! We saw the movie Walking Tall with the Rock
Good movie!!

Saturday night i hung out with Max...we saw Hellboy!! it was tight!!
Then when we got back to my house burg came over when he got off work!
Life is good!

Sunday me Elizabeth, Mandy, and Ory are having a Bad Boys I & II Movie Day!! Whooooooooohooooooo!!

Speak at you later!

Ummm I got fired from BuyLow...those assholes
I didn't even get a reason why i got fired...oh well,
i have a job now at Steak and Shake!! Come see me
and give me good tips!!

I haven't wrote in my blog in 50 years!!
Lets see..........updates!!
I had fun in Florida....
I got a tattoo.....
I am waiting for Ireland....
I need help in math class....
I love my "Girls"....
I want to change my major....
I heard about the show line-up for next year...
I can't wait for Ireland.....
My new favorite show is "Touching Evil"....
My second favorite show is "Law & Order: SVU"....
I need a girl....
My scene in acting class rocks....
North Choir went to New York for SB.....
Govenor Orr died.......
Sung at his funeral........
I love my "Girls".....
~thats about it for now....check it later peeps!!~

I am going somewhere for my Spring Break this year fo rthe first time in my life!!
I am going to my aunts down in Ft. Wayne, FL. My cousin Ashley lives down with her and I am gonna get to hang out with her!!! Yeah for cool cousins!!
Grant is probly coming with me too! We are probly leaving the Monday of our Spring Break!! I am sooooooo excited to hang with my cousin...she is the coolest person in the world!! Much love to my family in FL!!

I got to get this Indiana Driver test done or I go to Jail!!

Well, tonight i had some fun, me, Rachel, Ryan went to eat and they came saw the show Loot, it was better tonight then the night before is what i heard!! well i have to work tomorrow at 7am in the morning!! my life sucks!!!!

I have been stuck with doubt about my life...
I have been spun in a circle many of times and there
was no one there to catch me? I miss the old days
where I used to love and be loved. Some say love
isn't everything, but when all you have is love to give
then its everything! I choose certain paths to take
but sometimes I wonder if its the right one or not?
I am lost in misery and wish a healing angel appears to
save my torchered soul. I guess I have slipped into
the 9th level of hell! I can't find my way out...I am full of
doubts, lies, deceptions, and imaginary pictures of what
could really be? Help me god find my way to the place where
I can do my best to benefit the world and the people around me!

Well what can i write about.....lets see??
Today I started my day off at work from 10-2pm.
Then from there Rhonda met me at work and we went shoe
shopping and she helped me pick out some nice ass shoes...wait
can i make a funny now??...Help me Rhonda, Help help me Rhonda!!
Then she left around 4:30 to her b/f...then i cam home and took a quick nap and then Grant, Burg, and Max came over and us and my dad watched his new present for SAD which was The Blue Collard Comedy Tour. That was great, I about pissed my pants 100 times!!! Then Grant left for a FRAT party and the rest of us played some Tekken Tag Tournament. Fun Times!!!!!!! And I am done so in all good sport...SAD wasn't too bad!!

Hello to Single Awareness Day!!

I am excited to be SAD!!!